Elixir - The Magical Potion

She's a rare passionate soul with chaos in her love, broken, but like a fallen angel soaring above. She's ambitious, bold and audacious. There was an illuminating enigma in her darkness, for some reason I loved the gorgeous mess. That was my moment of epiphany, I fell in love with her beautiful symphony. She saw through all the evil in me  and still chose to believe in me. Her kiss more intoxicating than any wine, her eyes made the whole night shine. In her love I drown myself deeper everyday, it's in her arms, forever, I wish to lay. The gravity of her beautiful cluttered mind so strong, the madness of her love pulling me, I'm in its thrall. In her heart, in love with her, I want to dwell in forever, I love her just the way she does, no pretend, nothing fake, whatsoever.

Your words seemed sweeter than honey, created perfect illusion, gloomy day to be sunny. But your actions darling, sharper than daggers and arrows, hurt me, broke me, filled me with sorrows; Wrapped in flowers, these arrows pierced through my fragile heart, ripping and shattering my soul apart. Your smile, your eyes, your touch seemed deceivingly perfect, I was so in love with them, obsessed. But your intentions darling, malevolent than lairs and cheats, astound my mind and took away all my peace. Masked in gorgeousness, your deviltry scarred my soul, left me with nothingness, darkness like a blackhole.

 I'm like a bird stuck in the gale, with my wings feeling weak and my might,  pale. The powerful wind of my cluttered mind so strong, this will-power of mine now feeble and seems everything is wrong. No matter how much I flutter and flap, I'll still stumble and fall in this trap. Exhausted by the burden to fly soaring high, and hit by the expectations, I fall in my own eye. The gale, now, turning into a strong storm, my wings tired, cold and no place where I can feel warm. With the storm setting in and everything turning dark, seems even after so much toil, I'm unable to leave any kind of mark. With the setting sun I too disappear, disappointed and alone, this loud silence is all I hear.